i haven’t painted since i was in middle school cause my mom doesn’t want me to make a mess. then i remembered that digital painting is a thing so im trying to do that now. first of all how the FUCK do you not rage quit from the amount of times you have to go over one thing? the skin was kinda easy but i’ve repainted her fucking headband thing at least 20 times and i want to break this unholy device. i already feel an insurmountable amount of hatred and rage from having to individually select and edit each layer trying to fix a mistake i found after it was half done and this is WORSE. i wish i started painting when i was a little kid cause kid me would never get this mad over sucking. i hate this to the very core of my being but i need to go to art school so how do i get over it please and thank you

tldr: how to not be annoyed by painting???

also how do i blend without it being muddy? im trying not to use layers or the blend tool or air brush or anything