i got into this hobby at the start of this year, and it was one of the best things that happened in my life this year. it might not seem a lot, but staying there, cutting pieces, sanding, building while i put my playlist (recently i discovered Ichiko Aoba, really fitting while building) has really helped me and my mental health. sometimes i feel sad and more things that i don't want to write here for privacy, but when i sit there by the desk, i just forget all of that and put all of my care in what i build, and it has been helping me a lot. not everyone that i know understands that, and underestimate how much meaning this hobby has got in a small amount of time for me. a bit of a shame, but yeah.

so yeah, gunpla is one of the few safe places for me.